Hypocrisy

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XANGA ! !

2007-05-14T15:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO !
LIVEJOURNAL IS SO CALLED NO MORE IN USE FOR DAILY UPDATES BUT STILL AVAILABLE FOR OTHER USES.
MUAKAKA.
XANGA IS NOW THE THING. !
MUAKAKA.

NOW NOW NOW ! !

2007-05-13T03:28:00.000+08:00

Went down to wardah's house.
I had loads of fun did stuff that didn't expect that we could be doing ! !

Read up more on my LIVEJOURNAL.
(:
See you there.

yeahyeah

2007-05-12T13:31:00.000+08:00

MOREALA.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

I'LL BE MOVING THERE SOOOON.

HATE EXAMINATIONS ~

2007-05-12T11:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO MELLOW,
Its 11.07 am I'm awake.
ALright kinda early cause usually during the weekend,i'll sleep all the way to 1-2pm.
I can't it it today cause i have to take that time and study.
YES study cause i've not done my revision yet AT ALL.
HORRIBLE i know.
Monday is SS & CHEM.
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO STUDY SS ?
Freaking teacher. Since I'm in Sec 2 you have been teaching me History and SUCK! i don't know anything, I still remember i wrote rubbish on the paper itself RUBBISH means nothing related to the question.

Weahh came over to slack.
Planned to go town today.
& I don't think i can make it.
BUT,
I want to go to THAT flea market at town.
Its from 1-7pm today.
I WANT TO GO BADLY !
WELL, looks like i would have to only go the ones after exam ! !
FUCK EXAMINATION ! WHY UST WE START LATE ! OR ELSE NOW WE HAVE FINISH ALREADY !
CB LAH !

What more i expect ?

2007-05-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

SUPER DANIAL ! !

Alright its 3 minutes to 1 am and I'm still awake.
YEAH.
I couldn't get to sleep cause i don't feel sleepy at all.
I slept the whole day after vomiting in school.
Went home 45 minutes earlier then usual cause i felt weak and my face was pale and VERY PALE.
Sorry Lynn if i could not take the Cd from my cousin's house cause i really didn't have the energy to do so.

Alright i think now its the right time for me to start studying cause if i study too early, i tend to forget everything.
Then what's the point for me to start early.YEAH.

ALL BEST TO MY FELLOW MATES WHO ARE TAKING THEIR MYE.
but i know most of the schools have already finish theirs.
SLOW ah my school.

Alright i think i better wash my face and head to bed cause its getting late.

Oh I'm changing my email soon.
aheem_freak sounds a bit childish, so time for a change people.(:
i'll inform you all soon soon soon once i created the new email.

2007-05-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

Alright.
My blogger seems to suck very much.
I feel like moving to livejournal.
But i'm so not used to the things there and it so much different.
For blogger i an seem to but a tag board and links but for livejournal.
IT DIFFERENT.

Yeah i knew i should not be thinking all this stuff now but only after exam.
But exam seems to be so slow to be over.
I still have..
6 more papers to go.
& take freaking long and i'm freaking lazy to study..
Freaking lazy to even look at the book.
I know i should not be like that when i have more paper next weeks or even when i've already took 2 paper.

Okay should i move to livejournal or not?!

1 2 3

2007-05-08T18:37:00.001+08:00

TeSTING TESTING ! !

Not so Happy

2007-05-05T15:45:00.000+08:00

Oh its the weekend.
There is only 3 of us at home now.
Nadira, Danish & me
Danish is playing Sims 2
While Nadira is pulling all the towels & pillows at the window cause the weather is getting darker.
Monday is English paper.
& i don't even know what to study for it.
I think i'm very hooked with my comp.
VERY which is very bad.
HAiyaYO.

Alright did i say that 2 of my classmate was expel?
DAMN right?

Okay i want to go and makan.
I don't know what to blog.
Really.
Which i think its bad ):

THe JAPANESE GERL ^^

HIATUS

2007-05-04T10:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO there,
Its been a long time since i've blog.^^
Oh yeah.
I had my first MYE yesterday & i screwed it up.

How life for all of you?
Mine is ALWAYS UPS & DOWN.
Thank God i have a friend who is there.
To guild me through the roads which i think that i can never go through but i did it.
(:

Alright i feel so lazy to blog each day.
EVERYDAY.
Alright, planned to watch movie today, i didn't attend school so i don't know wether will be watching a not.
Alright.
I'll blog soon.
^^

139.

2007-04-28T15:03:00.000+08:00

School sucks like hell.
WELL maybe not.
I know around me there are still friends who care for me.
Right, not many but handful.
I'm still grateful.
I know i don't have much friends like you do.
But the amount of friends i got I'm thankful.

At least there is someone who knows how I'm going through now I'm pleased.
PeachRedTea makes me (:
I'm going to stand up right.
Its only the beginning.
& its like I'm losing.
NO no NO.

Alright.
I'm going to bathe.
& head to Yew Tee for my PeachRedTea.

I KNOW, YOU KNOW

the worst part of life.

2007-04-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHERE JUST WENT WRONG ?

ALRIGHT.
I WILL NOT REALLY ELABORATE HERE BUT I JUST HAVE TO SAY HERE.
I CAN KEEP THE FEELING IN ME NO MORE.
I JUST FEEL SO .... NO WORDS COULD SAY HOW I FEEL.
MYC SONGS ARE MAKING ME SO EMO.

AHH I CAN'T CONTROL MY TEARS ANYMORE.
ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I SHED A TEAR.
WELL NOT THAT LONG BUT EVER SINCE THEN I NEVER SHED A TEAR.
AS I WAS CHATTING ON THE MSN MOMENTS AGO.
HEMAN WAS ASKING ME HOW'S MY LIFE SO FAR.
ITS BEEN SOMETIME SINCE I'VE ASKED MYSELF HOW IS LIFE SO FAR?
YEAH SO I SAT AND THINK.
ASKED HIM WEHTER HE WANTED A WHITE LIE OR A LIE.
HE CHOSES LIE.
WELL, BASICALLY MY ANSWER WAS "I'M VERY HAPPY".
"I'M SUPER DUPERLY KNOW EVERY THING WHAT I'M DOING IN MY LIFE"
"I SMILING EVERY MOMENT'
HIS ANSWER WAS
{I GET IT} {STOP, ENOUGH LA..}

I CAN'T HELPP BUT SITTING AT MY CHAIR HERE AND CRY.
YEAH.
CRYBABY HUH?
I DON'T CARE.
LIFE IS BEEN VERY UNFAIR FOR YOU, AND SAME GOES TO ME TOO.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
enough.
i should not treat him like that anymore.
no more.
lets take a step back.
MYE is coming damn near.
i've not even touch my books.
my mind is just not in the mood.
maybe I'm just born stupid.
But i remember mum told me no one is stupid.
its the matter of yourself.
WHATEVER I'M RIGHT NOW. I GOT ONE NE TO BLAME BUT MYSELF.
I'm slowly adapting to life how it should be.
GOD, please give me the strength, thats what I need the most now.
God, do teach me how to be independent.
Oh god.
I think i die.

*had this convo with darling just now.
me: i want to die ah
darling: y urh?
me: i just feel like dying then later wake up .
darling: y??
me: MYE is near. i don't want to take it at all.So die now i don't have to take it then after exam i wake up back.*

well i wish i can do that.
well good night readers.
have a great rest.
i wish you al the best in life.

ilove/missyou,darling.

2007-04-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

I was shock to see this picture in my file & i loike it (:

I need to vacuum my room badly so i clean up at the front of my door cause there is my comp box which is SUPER-DUPER big.
I felt so tired so i decided to use the comp.
I on the camera ha-ha there i am taking STUPID pictures of myself.
NOW my room is in a mess.
OMG i can hear my mom screaming better start clearing things up.
aha byes!

look at the background ! my MESSY BED !

JUMBO the elephant(:

THE SUN IS DOWN

2007-04-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY is going to be over soon.
Well i managed to finish up biology but only ONE topic while i think people have finished TONS.
I felt so lazy to continue when my parents came back home.
AT first dad wanted to head to Kallang to watch motor race.
Then i did want to cause it was already raining.
So we went over the causeway.
HEad home earlier then usual as Danish haven't finish his HW and Mum has many things to do.

Dear Nadia,
Stop being crazy over MAPLE and start concentrating on your exams.
So what if dad don't allow you to use the comp.
Seriously at my point of view ITS YOUR OWN GOOD.
I know you are reading this well maybe not today but some other day.
WE are worried for you.!
damn, mom&dad really don't know what just good for you.

& i'm talking on the phone with [UNKNOWN]
HE's being super irritating saying the word CUTE !
&& with his oh-so-iratting-step-cute voice asking who am i chatting on MSN now but I"M BLOGGING.
"sape tu kat MSN?"
-'no one'
"SAPE TU! bilang la"
-'NO ONE'
"don't bluff la think i no comp?"
-'DO YOU HEAR THE ALERT SOUND ?'
"no?"
-'THEN ! !'
"orh okies."
DUMB !

He gone crazy. rolleyes

2007-04-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

DAMN,
I just finish talking on the phone with [insert name here].
DAMN !!
HE is freaking SELFISH !
So far i met guys who are selfish, none of them are THAT selfish.
eee,
SO selfish that i can't have any anniversary with any friends.
SIAO NE NEH !!!
Thank god he is not my GUY !
Ha, his next girlfriend is going to suffer !
Hmph, wait until i find out who is his next girl then i go warn her.
WAIT !
Should i warn or not?
Maybe, as a friend i should.
HAHAHA.

& thinking of [insert name here] makes my blood boils.
EEEE..
cause more pimples to come only.
BODOH NYE JANTAN.

8:33PM

2007-04-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

Its friday and i longed started my weekend.
Its only how many more days till exam start.
I think about 20 more days.
& here i am slacking instead of studying.
Seems like I'm just still not in the mood to study yet which is HORRIBLE.

Like i said at my pervious post.
ORANG MAKIN PANDAI.
AKU JE MAKIN BODOH.

I was cleaning my cupboard in the afternoon.
I saw a few photo albums and in it have pictures of my sibling & my pictures when we were much younger.

Show nadia the pictures and this was what she said to me "EEE !! Last time i so no taste one."
HAHA.
Nadia,Nadia.

Ramdom shit

2007-04-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

I just finish playing the camera with Nadira.
(:
We had great fun laughing.
Alrights.

I know how to take screen shot form OS already.
(:
My msn also can webcam.
(:
HAHA

BEST NYE

First time ever.

2007-04-19T16:01:00.000+08:00

Hello there..
Its 4.01PM and i've not taken my bath yet.
EWW. yes EWW !
lets post in malay.!

Apa kabar?
Saya sungua happy.
Besok saya sudah boleh balek sekola.
Pasal saya takde itu disease .
Disease itu adalah HAND FOOT MOUTH DISEASE.
haha.
Bodoh pune ulcer dan itu bintek merah.
Buat saya dan mak saya dan kawan-kawan ku suspend aje.
Penah dengar tak "it's better to be safe then SORRY."
hehe

Exam dah nak start saya revision pon belom start.
Ape nak jadi.
Orang pergi sekola saya kat umah tido.
Orang belajar saya main computer.
Orang makin pandai, saya makin bodoh.
Bagos.

Saya tak suke exam ah.
Macam merepek gitu.
If tak ya exam ni sumer kan bagos.
Hari Hari no worry.
Hari Hari boleh hurray-hurray.
Tak tahu lah yang buat ni EXAM thingy.
Manyusah kan diri aku je.
Bodoh pune ORANG.

Okay aku dah nk start merepek lagi.
Saya tak boleh bubual malayu.
Saya mesti tulis cina.
I think kan, saya pune MYE for cina akan FAIL.
Fail rabak rabak pune.
Dalam class tk belaja.
Listen to MP3 bebual ngn Lynn&Shawn dan kawan kawan lain.
Kacau Cikgu, buat die marah.
Ish rabak ne.
Ni tk boleh jadi ni.

Okay the last post kan saya cakap saya ada WONDERFUL gift kan?
Awak guess apa itu.
Okay lah saya give clue.
The thing is white in colour.
haha.
Saya nak mandi dan start my revision.
Maybe kan saya MESTI stop main computer cause computer is too addictive.
Maybe i should be on haitus.
hais.
MCM MCM ah.

Oh, no school tomorrow(;

2007-04-18T02:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO there !
I think i really have the disease.
WHICH IS BAD !
I'm going to miss many lessons, I'm going to miss all my friends in school.
I'm going to miss the food too.
Then i'll miss walking to school alone listening o my ipod or maybe my hand-phone.
Oh talking about hand-phone , the number of crimes in school is rising espically lost of handphones.
The school is not a safe place anymore, no more.
Anyone could be the victim.
ANYONE.
Just now after i left school, Lynn called and said she losted her handphone.
Well, she don't have any supect at the moment but sooner or later its going to get worst and we might even know who is the one who stole her phone.
She losted her whole wallet which has her ipod,earpiece and her and handphone then after recess she found her ipod with her earpiecce in her bag.
The THIEF actually just wanted the phone cause with the ipod he/she cannot sell unlike a phone you could sell it.
Oh what a friend the THEIF is, WHAT A FRIEND !

alright ENOUGH !
I went to funan just now.
AND i got a WONDEFUL GIFT !
(:

I shall continue tomorrow with pictures too.

NIghts.

The Journey

2007-04-17T12:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO there !
OH BOOS !
I'm suspecting that I'm having Hand Foot Mouth Disease

NO I DON'T LIKE IT ALREADY !
i don't want to get it.
I want to go to school i got many things to settle & its like I'm running away from it !
damn..
On Wednesday i want to watch the regent idol !
Ass to the hole looks like its a 10 days stay at home for me.
Boring sey.
UNLESS !
DADDY BUY ME A COMPUTER FOR ME TODAY !
HEEHAW..
THEN the world wont be so boring.
(:

Went to JB yesterday.
the weather was so so and i manage to capyure only few.
Pictures will be at the bottom of the post and i want to go SIM LIM later.
With parents and aunt and cousin.
(:
BYE !

I'm lazy to post already.
hahaha.

Pictures is love

2007-04-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

Went out with parents during the weekends along the way i took those pictures below.
Sorry for the very lousy picture cause its taken with my phone Camera and its only 1.3mp & taken IN the car not outside..
double boos

There are many many of the pictures but only few turn out nice.
The others are either too blur or too dark or UGLY.

Where is this place ah?
i forgotten

okies i gtg its almost 5 and its pouring outside which makes me want to sleep which i cannot do so.
I must clean up my place before sleeping.
NO I CANNOT SLEEP.
Oh god why do i love to slack?
Ahh help me and take away my lazyness.
This can't carry on.
>:(

DEAD XP

2007-04-15T13:10:00.000+08:00

I think i will not blog.
No maybe i will but until i get my new comp.
I shall not buy anymore laptop cause i think it's useless you do bring it around.
and the storage space is pathetic.VERY PATHETIC.

So yeah i would be getting another MAC maybe a iMAC.
I can't stand windows cause i'm not used to it.

Okay i really have no mood to blog.
When my laptop is dead so is my blog.
So yeah wait till dad buy me a new then i shall feel more alive.

But still as time goes by i feel like blogging i shall blog.

:P

BYE so long and good bye

KID TALKS

2007-04-12T14:04:00.000+08:00

Oh yes its 2 and I've reached home.
Well, suppose to wait for Nabil but lazy so head home first.
So here i am blogging.
Oh yes i missed yesterday's blogging cause i was tired yeah damn tired.
VERY.
Okay i'll blog later cause i yet to edit the pictures and i want to go my cousin house too transfer stuff. yeah yeah.

OKAY bye i want to go ready nadia i buuging me.
ahhh
BYE!

Its Tuesday.

2007-04-10T19:23:00.000+08:00

Hello Mello
Well this morning while bathing, suddenly my light of the bathroom went off.
At first i thought the Bud has fused.
Then i shouted at my mom and she said, not only you La the whole house black out.
So yea bathe in the dark straining my eyes to see my reflection.
Horrible thing is the water heater is the one causing the black out.
BOO !
Whole in my life i always bathe with a water heater and now bathing with old water, i cannot imagine.
Well, just got to get use to it before mum change a new one or do something about it.

Stayed back after school to do my English mock exam.
Yeah extra time was needed.
The paper is a KILLER especially the passage B.
WHATEVR la.
Cross my fingers and hope i pass.

Oh yes! tomorrow SPORTS DAY.!
No maybe no yeah i hope it wont be like last year so horrible.
Oh, all the best to the runners(;

DAMN LOOK AT THE TIME !
I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME !
AHHHHH...
bye bye

All My Life

2007-04-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

Double boos.
My laptop is so dead.
YES DEAD.
All my pictures and whatever is it.
I don't care much bout the songs cause it can be downloaded again right?
Ah my pictures..
My wonderful memories.
Well maybe i sill can get them back but.
NOW I CANT Which i don't know why.

Oh well, time for a new one i guess.
Still thinking should i get the Mac one or Windows.
Damn maybe mac cause they are much cooler then my current ibook.
And yeah who cares !
Or should i get the Imac they are much cooler!

Now Nadia got the HFMD !
and which the doctor said o me that I'm unlikely to get it.
Oh the doctor's word i can't trust.

Alright.
Now i feel so lazy oh yes i just remembered that on wednesday there would be sports day.
I really hope the day won't be like last year.
HORRIBLE.

so long for now to you my friends(:

whisper,hello

2007-04-07T15:03:00.000+08:00

Its Saturday but it seems like Sunday.
Well maybe because of yesterday's public holiday.
I watched the movie The Break Up and its so boring.
I want to watch John Tucker Must Die but somehow the movie dont have sound.
Its okay.

I'm half way cleaning my room and i found many dresses i used to use.
I had my Hot Pancake tooo.(:

Okay i shall blog later, i'm having flu and its KILLING me.
I going to pop the cold pills and.. i had a stupid dream last night.
Damn STUPID.

Its Good FRIDAY.

2007-04-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

yeah !
Its a record, well maybe i've watch more but i've forgotten so yeah, i finish watching another movie from channel 5 well maybe you all also watched the show and i kinda like the show.
OKay enough of movies.
I something to share with you all,i got it from a person's website but i forgotten who.

SCORPIO - The Sex Addict
Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring.

LIBRA - The Lame Lover
Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and Sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna FUCK with... u might end up crying....the most irresistible.

ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to FUCK with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed.

AQUARIUS - Does it in the water
Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!

GEMINI - Does Twosomes
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the FUCK out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile.. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE.

LEO - The Lion in bed
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high SEX appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES - The Piece of Ass
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to sleep. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart.

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to FUCK with. Are the most sexiest people on earth!

SAGITTARIUS - The Sexy one
Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna with you might end up crying.

VIRGO - The Virgin
Dominant in relationships . Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.

Okay i want to go talk with my friend.
bye,&
goonight(:

iknownothing

2007-04-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

Hello there(:
I'm so happy.
I just finish watching Eragon and before that i watched She's The Man & last night before sleeping i watched The Devil Wears Prada.
So cool.
I'm going to take more movies from my cousins!
Damn..
Half of my day is gone, i miss the MD's breakfast cause i woke up at 11 today.
Well, i shall wake up earlier tomorrow and have pancakes..
I miss my friend very much.
YES verymuch..

Oh well, i got to bathe i'm going out after this.

Princess ^^

now i know why some of my friends go gaga over him.

sweetlove

2007-04-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hello(:
I just got home from sheng shiong and i'm feeling happy.
(:
I miss my boyfie and my darling very much.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING weAHH
:D
I love you more than anyone
<3

sweetdreams

2007-04-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

Its the last day day of school before the weekend starts.(:
We ran 2.4km today and i achieved the timing i wanted which is good la.
My cousin borrowed me some movies to keep me accompany for the weekends.
Somehow now i can't seem to be able to view the movie.
Okay i shall blog later.
Oh i heard Nabil is at KL right now.
Isn't it great ?
H O L I D A Y. .

to the person it may concern,
go and look after you love ones.
cause the person needs the most is you.
Take good care of her,
you are partly responsible.

Goodnight.

2007-04-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

I shall pack my stuff and have an early night, tomorrow going to be a BIG day for my GF(:
& tomorrow going to be another tough day, well that's what my instincts tells me so.

I got no words to say.I want to go for a HOLIDAY badly..
I want to take a longer break I want to go Thailand maybe Malaysia?
I want to follow my grandmother to LangKaWee.
Maybe the further the better, i hear Japan,Korea,London,Taiwan?
Oh man I'm starting to dream, that's one horrible thing about me.
Okay I'll shall leave you with pictures well there are actually more but I'm just LAZY..

goodnight, snuggle tight.
don't let the bed bugs bite, crawl in your head and
lay eggs in your brain.

I'llbeokay.

2007-04-04T12:11:00.000+08:00

I didn't have the mood to go to school, so here i am at home rotting.
I downloaded total of 904 songs illegally.
Not really proud of that cause i know many people have downloaded MORE.

Okay i shall post later i think i'm feeling much better now after talking with my mom.
Thanks Mom & i'll heal your advice.
Muacks!

Bye now i have to buy lunch for my siblings
(:

isn't dead bettter

2007-04-04T01:30:00.000+08:00

Its 4 minutes to 1 somehow i just can't sleep i think I'm thinking too much too much that's why I've been having nightmares lately.
I just need a break in everything I'm doing.Even in studies, everything is going too quick, i can't catch up.Tomorrow there will be an English Mock Exam, A subject that i suck at.
Look even now there are so much grammar errors.Talking about English I've yet to summit my file and the journal and the compo with is included in CA.

Lets talk about school since i just don't wish to fall asleep really i really don't wish to sleep,and when i sleep i just don't feel like waking up,then when i wake up i would cry cause i want an hour more to sleep.How is wish i got the HFMD then i have MC for 10days i won't mind suffering with the many many ulcer and the red dots at my hands and legs.I rather suffer then going to school seeing people that i don't wish to see and sit at my sit looking at the whiteboard and the whiteboard looking at me.Or hearing people calling my name from outside the classroom show me hand signs and me showing back and then make me angry.Can i quit school? i just have no more mood to study,well maybe i have but just a little mood cause the rest has gone to don't know where.
Let see tomorrow's timetable there will be 2 hours of POA.how boring.There will be maths and Biology as well as an hour and a half of EL mock exam.

If there is no EXAM tomorrow i won't mind going to school but there will be an English paper alar ! KNNCB la !
I lose all my appetite to eat i manage to get one spoonful of rice and the rest of the rice is thrown away.thanks to THAT GUY for ruining my mood for the whole day.!
I hate you, i don't need your concern at all cause no matter what you do i hate you !

let it all be history cause I'll never forgive you, you made me hate you this way
I'll never forget what you have done to me
Let me go free let me be what i want to be.
I'll prove to you WRONG.

call me crazy and what so ever
I know what I'm doing at the most if i took a wrong path
i learn from it and never to do it again.
Who are you force me to do things i don't like.
Let me tell you i had enough of you.

Is 1 year and 6 months not enough for you ?
I had enough,time to move on.
Your footprint are no longer in my heart and in my doesn't have a single thing about you.
I've once taken your heart and I've given it back to you.
Go ahead and find your dream girl, go forward for your dreams.
No one is going to stop you from what you wish to do.

let me be cause I've been thinking about suicide.
If i think i really have no choice but to end my life.
I'll do so.
If i have to do it in front of you
I'll do so.
You people don't ever ever make me lose my mind !
I bet you people just can't wait me to disappear from your life.

There will be a day when you have it all back

2007-04-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

I just woke up from a very long nap.
I came back at i forgotten what time and i slept all the way until 8.30pm.
I feeling very hungry so currently I'm eating Potato Chips &the potato chips taste like YUCKS.

While sitting outside after school just now,mum messaged me telling me to go home early and take care of my other 2 siblings.
They have the HFMD yes,red spots on their hands and legs along with ulcer.
Poor little kids who ask them not to wash their hands and legs after play.!
orbi.
But the virus will only spread to children are under 12, so most likely my parents Nadia and me would have the less chance of getting it.

Oh well, i heard there is is rumors going around about me.
Ha, rumors..is so fake!
Rumors is just to bring down the person's reputation.
Well, basically i don't care.
I can now feel they way i never feel before.
Well, go ahead and think another way or what way you want.
Cause the truth is with me.
fuck the fuckers you asshole!

Well,another boring school day all i can remember is that i listened to my ipod all the way with the maximum volume, friends played with plastic glove and fill it up water and throw it up to the fan then the glove would burst,innocent people get wets.Last period which suppose to be remedial but the whole class dismiss ourselves early and went all around the school cause we are not allow to leave the school before 2.
I have this DISLIKE feelings about school, i agree with my friend's MSN nick say"SCHOOL SUCKS" and i 100% agree with her.
Right now I'm feeling very hungry and i can't carry on feeling hungry cause i know its very bad for my health.
I think I'll blog till here, I'm feeling very weak and giving up in almost everything.

Let me Be the one <3

2007-04-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

I've made up my mind.
I think I'll just stick with my thinking until time will tell when.

Currently, there seems to be so many people come online.
Yeah my best friend now also online, Kan best.

I kinda like the new school timetable but somehow i have to go school earlier cause this morning i was about to but buy breakfast at the mini mart but my school operator manger stopped me from going into the shop.He blah a few sentences but i can't hear him cause i have my music on.BLEH!
So went to school with an empty stomach and i manage to have 3 hours of lesson before recess.

After school pop over at weahh's house, played PS3 best can?
Had snacks and the head home.
Well, i don't care what others have to say bout me.
I am me, you just have to bare with it and get used to it like what other are doing around you.
Now i know the truth and I'm a happy girl with the while grin on my face.
I think I'm horrible and yes i bet you agree with it.
aha ha whatever, whatever.

byes I'm out.
I'm off to have my shower(:

Monday BLUES

2007-04-02T07:35:00.000+08:00

I Monday !
):
I'm having monday blues early in the morning.
I can't skip the day cause i've to kick that stupid habit.
Currently i'm sitting infront of the fan,fanning my hair DRY.

Thinking back about school, i've yet to complete all my assignment.

I have to take passport picture !
I've yet to go to the ICA building !
Damn its going to be a tough week ahead.
Well, all the best diana.
So does to you people reading my blog.

iwanttobewithyou.

2007-04-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BALATED BIRTHDAY TO NADIA DOL !
FINALLY YOU ARE TWELVE QUICK GO ASK MUMMY TO HELP YOU MAKE THE POSB CARD ! (:

Okay we had BBQ over at my neighbour house.Maybe i shouldn't call it BBQ well maybe i can.
I'm too lazy to tell the whole day but i know i had fun as well as the birthday girl.(:
So let the pictures do the talking.

We had Ice cream cake (:

Cookies& Cream :D

Wondering why there is two cake?
Well because there are many people and one cake is not enough.

Birthday Girl & Wardah

Nadia & her Cake.

They force in cause the cake is too hard.

peace

Nadira malu to take picture.So its left with me and
the other 3.

Danial xtra.

Nadia jsut can't get enough.

So does Danial.

YEah the Makan makan

Chicken.

The Chocolate fondue

Camwhoring.

Muacks!

There are many more pictures but i'm just so lazy to upload.
Oh no, tomorrow is Monday.
can i skip a day?

Let have FUN.

2007-04-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

HATE TAG ARE SO WHATEVER.
SO LAME.
=.=
SOMEDAY I'LL KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
NO POINT HIDING YOUR IDENTITY.
C O W A R D cause YOU CHOSSE TO BE NAMED AS superwoman.
OH I GUESS YOU ARE CLOSE TO ME THAT WHY YOU KNOW I'M A SUCKER & PLAYGIRL.
EWWW..
THINK BEFORE DOING ALL THIS HATE TAGS, ITS JUST A WASTE OF TIME.

My Pasal ah.

2007-03-30T19:08:00.000+08:00

THANK GOD ITS FIRDAY.
Everything is the same, daily routines.
Sometimes i love being with them all.
How sad ain't it?Not really sad lah.

Well, had many more papers to cut.
Off i'll go and cut now.

like duh,

CAN I SCREAM AT YOUR EARS ?

2007-03-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

Hello mellow, after so many days searching for my Ipod, I finally found it in mummy's car (:
Ha ha.
Recently i just don't have the MOOD to blog, really no mood or i feel like blogging in short form.
I feel so tired man, running 2.4 for PE and i broke my timing well, i think LA.I don't want to blog crap.so I better stop.
BTW today's POA test SUCKS i think I'm going to FAIL.
Everyone around me copy each other's work.How powerful.
I'm feel so ahh i don't know how to say, i feel like

DIE AH I GOT NO MORE MOOD TO BLOG.
I NEED TO STOP AND GET BACK THE BLOGGING MOOD.
I THINK I SHOULD STOP STAYING OUT UNTIL LATE AFTERNOON THEN GO HOME.
DIE I STILL HAVE TO THINK WHEN TO MEET THE PEOPLE !
AHHHH DIANA DIANA , WHAT A BAD TIME MANAGEMENT YOU HAVE!
I'M LACKING OF SLEEP AHH I NEED TO SPENT TIME ON MY STUDIES TOO.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~~~~~~~~~~~~~

That how i feel YES!

Maybe i should stop blogging for the time being.
maybe i should get my mind straight then I'll come back and blog.
For the time being, Do visit NADIA new blog.
http://www.bittersweetsour3.blogspot.com

i just feel so stress up.
With a little of this and a little of that !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I think its time again for me to go and release my stress.
No wonder lah, many people spot white hair on my head.

REALLY I CAN'T WAIT FOR JUNE HOLS !
sorry if i treat you this way,
i think i have lost my mind
I think i forgotten to bring home.
ahahaha.

I'm a happy girl can't you see?

2007-03-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

OH before i post anything just anything i want to reply to the TAG!
To Cheryl : Oh, I'm just wondering.(:
To Shacute : I'll relink you soon :D
To Atom : Hahaha, then you stay at school and use the comp forever since you says school's comp is better & i Hope Superman and me would be BFF forever and ever and ever and ever.
To <3> I should know who you are cause you are Superman, Nadia? What message ah? Oh i won't mind even if you were not there for me.(love)

So now i can post. YES !
I skipped yesterday;s post cause i'm too tired to post.
Well just breifly say what happen cause i want to talk on the phone lah.
I had long talk with Nabei.
I went Lot with Nadia.
I went to err i forgot the place to eat satay.
Then half way eating i received a call.
Then i feel happy VERY VERY HAPPY !
WE talked until i forgotten the time an hung up.
& from that moment onwards I'm smiling.
Until i woke up this morning cause i had a wonderful dream.
Well, I dont know how i can dream my classmates.weird

So today we went BUGIS.
Yes with? Think Think THINK !
You should know if you reads my previous post.
=.=

Now i lazy to blog caus i don't have the mooood to do so.

So long readers see you tomorrow :D
Cause i'm off talking on the phone with superrrheroooooo.

2007-03-25T19:59:00.000+08:00

BORING !
Its SUNDAY !
Its starting to be another school week.Remind me not to slack !
Let me see what I 've plan for the week ahead.

Monday

No plan at all.

Tuesday

GO have lunch with Lynn.

Wednesday

Go out with parents(:

Thursday

No plan

Friday

TGIF

Oh well, I think during those unplanned day i'm going to meet up with my girlfriends.
Oh maybe study? MAYBE !
i want to go out and have dinner at west coast.
Yes, almost everyday have outside food.
BORING !

I can't wait for JUNE hols.
I CAN'T WAIT !

BYE!

Tomorrow Might Be A Better Day.

2007-03-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO !
ITS 0001 and i've just woke up.I'm slept for the whole day.
LAZY ASS !

I'm feeling kinda down, i hate THAT GUY calling me non-stop!
O:
How can i stop him? The only way is to divert my calls to his own HP.
Okay now i look like a siao chabo who just woke up from my sleep.
with my hair all mess around.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Okay i think i better stop.
This POST IS CRAP !

Well i finally pick up the courage to tell you that you are my superman.
Well, i know myself i won't change my mind of you no matter what.
Oh well, i shall always look on the brighter side.
(:

Its All Over.

2007-03-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

Hello Mellow !
Its the weekend neh.
What do you all have in mind?
Mine is to stay at home and ROT.
Yes Horrible i know.
(:

I didn't have the mood to blog.Really i can't go to many people's blog.
How sickening.
Let me blog about yesterday.

Yesterday was Mr.See Toh's last day teaching us.
Yesterday suppose to have lunch with Lynn but some how THAT GUY ruin the plan for the day.
Yesterday was sleepy day cause i slept the whole day.
Yesterday i ate so much that my stomach almost burst.
Yesterday I feel like crying but somehow my tears won't want to come out.
Yesterday my mum talked to THAT GUY and she finally see his true colours.
Yesterday i miss weAHH so much !
Yesterday i forgotten to blog.
Yesterday was just a normal day.

So its going 1 and I've yet to take my morning bath and THAT GUY has been ringing my phone like nobody business since yesterday.How irritating !

This morning while was sleeping, nadia suddenly woke me up and said while shaking,
"JIE JIE, help me!"
I was shocked and quickly woke up and I asked her what happen.
"I don't know, i very scared. I cannot see anything but white light."
& i knew it was happening again !
"Jie, bring me to the toilet faster, faster !"
She washed her face and stopped shaking, went to my parents and they said it must be something very not right and everyone went back to sleep.
Damn NADIA ! I'm scared you know at that moment, while hugging you i can feel you shaking, i dont know what to do.

I'm think of changing the parting of my hair from right to left to left to right, but i have to wait for my fringe to grow long.Faster grow neh.

Oh yes i can't tag at my tagboard so here is the REPLY for the TAGS;
To Cheryl: I'm a LOUSY camwhorer. hehe(:
To Hui Xian: Hello, I'm not cute, you are more cutee. Love ya too.
To Ika: Thankyou (:

I miss my superhero so much, its been like a week since we talked on the phone.
I want to meet you soon very soon.
I can't think of what i can write anymore.
But one thing is for sure i want to know "Its like you gonna lose mie".

I'M TIRED, GIVE ME A BREAK !

2007-03-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

Hello, I'm finally back home after going to lot 1,back to school.YES! it a record because i've been going to lot 1 for the whole week.Since it been a long time since we have took neoprint we went in.
If i was not wrong there was this group of primary school girls from Teck Whye Primary. They LAME lah just like ME !HAHAHA.

Okay i'm tired when i'm suppose not to be.I'm messaging wiyah but she's not replying & my chating with my superhero.!KAn best !

Okay i'm feeling tired already and i've not blog properly.Such a lazy ass.

Oh have you all tired blogging in malayu ?
Confrim kekek.
ahaha:D
esp with diana's malayu.
hahaha

OKay did i mention above we took neoprints?Oh yes i did. So yeah here is some of the pictures we took.

OKay let me think i have many things to do now, i have to edit my pictures,i have to do my EL file, i've yet to eat

okay lh byees

I Can't View My Blog ):

2007-03-21T19:24:00.000+08:00

Okay somehow i can't see my own blog but i know you people can so i'll still blog thou i don't really have the mood.
Let me think .I shall blog yesterday's happening.

Yesterday, went to have lunch at Yew Tee food court with Nelly and SeeToh. Then went to lynn's condo and played pool.(: BEST but the only thing that i never take picture.

Okay today, i never go school why because i overslept then see the clock i have only 15 mins to get ready for school if late have to run.MCM SIAL sape muah lyn.So i sleep back all the way till 2pm.At 2.30,darling called and asked whether wanna meet up so yeah, quickly washed up and head to Yew Tee.Then she wanted to go lot 1 so went to her house waited for her to change while i played her comp for a while.Then head to lot 1 to eat mee sua & another i forgotten the name luh we saw dahlia while going back and she asked wiyah to accompany her to go back to lot one so i walk my way 9back home with nabil. =.=" (oh ya don't you know belo is our bodyguard? he will walk behind us everywhere we go.)

And i've just came back from Yew Tee after paying bills for mummy and buying dinner.

Tomorrow another school day, HOW BORING !

You know yuou are my superman, i know you are.
I love you.I miss you. I want to meet you.
Quick squeeze sometime so we can go out !
(:

2007-03-20T18:23:00.001+08:00

SUDDENLY I CAN'T VIEW MY OWN BLOG
!!!!!!

OVER THE MOOOON

2007-03-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

HAVE YOU FOUND YOUR SUPERMAN ?
OH TELL ME SO CAUSE I WANT TO KNOW.
(:

How Was Your First Day Of School ?

2007-03-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

Oh yes Its the first day of school reopen of term 2. I was late yes late on the first day how sway.But i didn't have to run cause the prefect watch is not yet 8:30am.Oh well, i received my present from Lynn and i LIKE (: She made 100 hearts no not exact 100 there is more then a hundred. The pictures of my presents i'll only upload tomorrow.YEAH !

Oh went to meet wiyah after school.Went NTUC to find seekor ayam actually not find but buy since Yew Tee the NTUC dont have we went Limbang NTUC,which have only left kampong ayam too small so we went to LOT 1 NTUC and its finished.So by that time it was already 6 plus.I wanted to watch the last episode oh the 7 o'clock show on channel U.I think i shall skipped the other parts cause it would be toooo b o r i n g.

Let me think is there other things i wish to post.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.....Errrrrrrrrrr...
YES !
Er class 6c classmates,
If you are reading this i think you should know.
I'm refering to MRS SARAH WU and MR ROBERT YEO.
Hahaha, i saw them going home together.
Yes, its not the first time , oh looks like they are BFF.
Hahaha(:

Okay i got many things to do but i have sooo little time.
I have very little power with managing my time.
DAMMM !

Okay there below would be the pictures of my birthday night.

:D

Let poke the candle into the ice cream cake!

Lets get it BURNING !

The Bdae girl (:

Siblings =.="

Daddy !

Let Blow off the FIRE!

CUT CAKE ! CUT CAKE !

ICE CREAM !!

MeiMei Eating:D

(:

Okay thats all for today folks !
Thank you for visiting see you at my next post.(:
BYE ! MUACKS !

Should i tell you that you are my superman or not?
I feel so bad if you would want to talk to me anymore.
I feel soo tired of waiting for the right moment to tell you that you are the one.
CAN YOU TELL ME THAT YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE ONE?
ARHHHHHHHHHH ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Go on & wish me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

2007-03-18T11:33:00.000+08:00

Hello, Its 18 march do you know what day is it today? No? Okay let me tell you.
ITS MY BIRTHDAY !!
yes its my birthday today.(:
Happy Birthday to me :D

I'm so happy, just before i slept i was on the phone with my err let me find a name for him.Wait let me think.Hm mm, SEXY Guy? no sound too horny. Superman? Cause he keep reminding me of my weight.=.= Okay i shall call him Superman. SUPERMAN ! Back to the story, i was on the phone with Superman when he told me he got something very serious.SO serious that i mustn't laugh.Superman SANG ME A BIRTHDAY SONG ! Ain't that cuteeee. :D From that moment you can see me smiling all way long till i sleep.

We were chatting & chatting and suddenly he asked me, "If you have 30 sec to live, What would you do ?"
So well, my answer was easy i said i wanted to have sex for that last 30 sec of my life.
For Superman he said he wanted to kiss all his friend don't care whether boy/girl he would just kiss goodbye.

So yeah, currently my house is very quiet.Again all the little soldiers are all over at wardah's house.&& i think Superman,Wardah & Nadia herself got into something, So secretive...

Since its my birthday do you all want to know my wish ?Yes ? Yes?
But haven't you heard before if i were to say out my wish it won't come true?
Hahaha.I have many wishes so hope most of it would come true.

Byess

I Think Last Night Was A Wonderful Night.

2007-03-17T13:35:00.000+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON SWEETLOVES <3, its 1:36pm and i'm still in bed.Horrible i know.

Currently my house at this moment is very quiet.VERY because there is no Nadia, no Danial and no Nadira.Yes its so quiet that why i can sleep all the way till the afternoon.Now Mum is not at home she went to store to get some things for IDK.

I'm suppose to have tuition later on.I DONT WANT TO GO.So lazy i want to stay at home or go out with parents.

You told me this "Thou i cant b wif eu.i hope that eu will always be happy..time changes everything but one thing always stays the same, i'll always rmb eu and i found true love..."
i told you i was touched and you said " All that i've text is my heartfelt words..When i go back, there won't be call or msg but my heart will always be by your side looking after you."

i won't want that day to come ! I know i would break down and cry.
):

Did You Slept Well ?

2007-03-16T12:09:00.000+08:00

Morning, its 36 mintues past 12 and i just woke up yes, JUST. I've yet to freshen up cause i'm just so lazy so so so so so so lazy.Its the last 3rd day of the holidays and i've not even touch the books yet.Looks like this holiday would be a week of fun instead of study.Ain't that better?

Right now at this very moment, I'm messaging my serect lover and at the other hand i'm deleting of friends in my friendster.I'm just so lazy to create another account and also whats the point just delete thoese UNKNOWN people to me.

Let me see what has i done the past few days.

Monday, CHALET
Tuesday, A trip to escape and went home from chalet.
Wednesday, Stay at home.
Thursday, Followed my mum to work.
Friday, still no plans

Boring ain't it? I feel like going out. To Downtown East to Wild Wild Wet ! But i'm having my period.DAMMMMMMMMM argh. I want to go bugis,anyone wish to tag along? I want to go fareast, anyone is going there too?

Sleep Well;

2007-03-15T22:26:00.001+08:00

Hello there,i'm at home with nadia and danish and at this very moment they are fight behind me.Yes right behind my back at this moment.Want to know fight for what? Fight to use the the video camera.

I'm crazy with Chinse song now.NOW !Okay la maybe when you are free, try listening to Jay chou, S.H.E , JJ Lin , Jolin and many many more.Oh go on and try listen if you haven't done so.So harm listening right ?

Follow mum to work just now cause i needed to take care the two kids.Danial and Nadira is having chicken pox now. Thanks to Muhd Danish. Danial is the worst between both of them.Go on and take a look at the pictures below.HEHE.

I'm feeling very guilty for what i did.
Listening to EMO songs at this very moment makes me want to cry very hard.
After looking at your gf's profile makes me feel bad but i know we are doing nothing wrong.
What's up with me?
Should it be you or him?
I want a shoulder to cry on badly.
):

Morning Morning

2007-03-15T12:13:00.000+08:00

O M G !
Have you seen the television?
Have you seen beckham in that Motorola advertisement ?
Have you ?
I'm in love with both , beckham and the phone.
NICE NICE NICE !

Okay blogger is ASS to the HOLE.
They are having trouble uploading the pictures.
And this would be my 7th time trying to upload and fail.
=.=
OKAY WHATEVER.

I want to go to the ZOO. Zoo is the place where nabil is right now.Which is the place I'm wanting to go since last year. PERGI TAK AJAK ! ACTION TKP.

Okay now i can upload the pictures so here are the only pictures in my camera.The rest Lynn have yet to give me.(:

BYE BYE

First attempt^^

Second Attempt

Some people might be wondering,why am i so good to him when we are just friends.
Why do i treat him like my guy when we are just friends.
Well, i still have feeling that this guy.I can't bear to leave him.
His been with me for a year and months. I can say he is like part of my life.
I used to depend on him. with the sudden apart i can't take it.
I hate his attitude but i love him. its horrible to be in my shoes.
Looking at him with him looking at my eyes hurts my heart loads.
He is the man, no matter what happen I'll turn to him.
Whether good or bad he would always be the one.
I can say i can't bear to leave him. I can never accept the fact that we are not together.

Well, i causes all this mess. I know i'll clean it up.
Give me time and you know the answer.

I'm Finally Back Home

2007-03-14T11:38:00.000+08:00

Alright,I Got home last night. It was a tiring chalet.

First day while checking in we saw Shawn. Nicholas,Dom and Jo was in the same taxi as them. OH yeah. Already TWO unwanted guest.& heard Jun Kai was aready here, so well WHATEVER. Settle down our stuff, put our things up in the room. SeeToh planned to go cycling so most of us who wanted to overnight rented a bicycle overnight. Cycle around the beach behind our chalet from one end to the other. There was nothing to do so we went back and BBQ. Since most of them bought their own friends. I've decided to bring along Nabil.

Okay the nights fall and it was kinda crazy. People getting drunk. . C R A Z Y

Oh well Lynn,SeeToh,Nelly,Ivan,Nabil,PetPet,Shawn&Me. The 8 of us went night cycling all the way to Changi Village. Our motive was to see manWHObecameWOMAN but we only managed to see only a few manWHObecameWOMAN. We was at the food centre having our drinks.We saw a manWHObecameWOMAN. Faris was talking loudly and he/she(the manWHObecameWOMAN) heard and came towards us and he/she was smoking and said to us.
"Who was the one who say BAPOK BAPOK arh? If i get to know who, i squeeze this bud at your mouth."
He/She went off and HAHAHAHAHHAHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHH.
BAPOK, BAPOK....

Went back to the chalet after looking around at the carpark, which was kinda diappointment. Nicholas and gang wanted to go to the red house while we were sitting outside the chalet and talking bout how was the experince of those people who went into those huanted houses. Mr See Toh also shared a story about his friend who went to the house at HILLVIEW. His friend went into the house with twenty over people. Well there are many rules to follow when you go into those kind of houses and one of them is that never look back no matter what happen. So one of the twenty friend heard someone calling his name and he actually turned back. Foolish you might think and yes, the very next day,that friend who turned his head just to look back died in an road accident. Never play with supernatural stuff, you never know what might happen.

But still those rufuse to listen still went in. Chinese boys espically. At first wanted to go into the house to take a look,but after the story told i've decided to only wait outside and wait for them but thy were taking so long to go to the house,everyone was waiting for each other and taking so long so i've changed my mind and make my way back to the chalet and have a rest. Lied down at the mattress and slept. In the middle of my sleep i heard the chinese boys came back and said there was police, and blah blah blah and went back to sleep.

Woke up in the morning and found everyone sleeping. Went to take my morning bath and went escape with lynn,din and nabil. BORING ! wet&wild is WET ! Go kart is Crazy ! Huanted house is GILER ! Went back chalet people was not happy with us.WHATEVER ! Rest a while and Lynn ajak main pool. Played a while and went home. BEST haha.Nabil went home with me and we went to the first cabin. We slept from Paris Ris all the way to this station when we are supose to change to the red line but we overslept and continued sleeping all the way to Dover. Went back home have a bath and went stright to bed until just now.

Well there are part which i didn't say cause i'm lazy so i skipped. I've yet to upload the pictures which i'm suppose to.I'm so lazy.I've been eating panadol since 6 am in the moring as i'm killing my mens cramp.How Sickening.

OKay bye.
Next post shall be the pictures
:D

Wait a Second

2007-03-11T17:09:00.000+08:00

Yes !

I don't have any idea on what to blog,
Really lazy i'm suppose to return the library books and i forgotten.
I'm supoose to clean up my ROOM THANKS TO MY fat SISTER !

The Spy

2007-03-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

Hello there, its the first day of holiday and today i'm suppose to have tuition but i'm think of quitting it.There are many reasons why i'm quitting it.Firstly because i'm lazy, YeS lazy who like having tuition on saturdays?Do you know its so lazy to got out of house during saturdays and it will last only until the late afternoon.If it's in the morning i won't really mind.

I've been having early nights the past few days sleeping during the afternoon and wakes up only until during 6 plus in the morining.Sorry to all the peeps who messaged me during the nights.Okay i'm going to update my laptop so i'll blog later.

Oh yes mum allowed me to overnight at the chalet for one night.(:
Tomorrow we'll be shopping for foods!
YEah bye

You Told Me You Stil Loved me?

2007-03-09T17:04:00.000+08:00

YES !
Its the Last Day Of School (:
We got back our record slip and i'm quite happy with the results i got.
Yeah its like after so long i have a PLEASED result.

I just got home from Lot and i think i shoukd stop going there offten.
I have to go now.
Blog later if i have the energy.
I'm dead tired now.

BYE

Oh Where is HE ?

2007-03-08T17:25:00.000+08:00

Thurday, i hate thursday !
Cause there will be PE, and PE is HELL, because PE we have to run okay not run but jog 10 times round the school field.
Whatever la still have to jog no matter what even if we complain so much it won't really helps.

We will be having class chalet on the 12 to 14 of march.
I'm still not very sure on wether my parents allow me to overnight or not.
I'm still waititng for Mr.SEE TOH to call up my parents.
I'm so scared the chalet would be a nightmare.
But whatever it is, i go there is to have fun and not whatever i'm thinking.
After school went to yewtee with Lynn and See Toh.
Waited for Nelly before going to lot 1.
Went to the library to do my library card.
& went back home.
Okay i think my life is getting much more boring as the days goes by.

I don't have much sleep now but i'm sure during the school holidays i'm sure to make up all the tireness.
I also don't have many time on books so i might be mugging during the holidays too.
(:

Okay bye for now.
I have to do something.
HAHAH.

FREAKING JERKS BELONG TO HELL !

2007-03-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

i had a very long day.
Long day with tears and fight.
Seriously, i hate AIQAL !
whatever arh i won't leave his name as unknown la !
CB PUKI MAK DIE LA SIAL !
IF you are joking just now, I"M NOT LA SIAL !

Same goes to NABIL too !
GET lost off the sight of me !
I don't want to see your shadow at all la!

You my parents which i KNOW they will never be reading this,
I HATE THE LIVING I AM NOW, even u hate me to go to my bestfriend's house..
That is the only house that i can share my BGR relationship with.
Do you all ever know how is my school life ?
Do you all ever know how am i facing in school right now ?
Yes i know i am at fault to be THAT close with that guy but haiya i know i'm also in the wrong.
YOU MY PARENTS NEVER KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO ME LAH !
SO DO I WON'T SHARE WITH YOU !
I RATHER SHARE IT WITH AN OUTSIDER !

Thanks to THAT JERK i hate 3-3 !
Seriously i don't even want to have anything to do with 3-3 !
Wether it's the teacher or pupils, 3-3 SUCKS !

FUCK OFF AND DIE LA CB !

I HATE JERKS !

2007-03-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

Had a very tiring day today, VERY TIRING.
We had the most wonderful fight today.
YES ! if yoou people were to read this you mught say.
"AI YA THIS COUPLE ALWAYS FIGHT !"
Ehk, you think we are soo free to fight ?
Its either you don't know us well or GET A LIFE.

Freaking pissed since the moment in the morning when i get to know he would be late.
My blood starts to boil from that very moment, CB PUNE NABIL !
Ended school and meet weahh stright.

NABIL IF YOU ARE READING THIS, OH PLEASE GET A LIFE WHEN A PERSON SAID LEAVE THAT PERSON ALONE, JUST LEAVE HER ALONE LA !
HOW FAR CAN I RUN AWAY ? OH PLEASE SINGAPORE I JUST TOO SMALL ! FREAKING ASSHOLE !
I MEAN WHATEVER I SAID JUST NOW ! YOU KNOW YOURSELF WHAT I SAID.!
AND PLEASE LA STOP BEING A STALKER AND GET A FREAKING BLOODY LIFE !
IF YOU CAN'T LET GO OF ME I WON'T MIND AT LEAST GIVE ME A BIGGER/WIDER SPACE TO BREATHE !
YOU THINK I SO SMALL! ASS TO THE HOLE LA !

CB I HATE YOU LA KNN BODOH LEAVE ME ALONE !

New York ?

2007-03-04T19:39:00.000+08:00

Oh i got home from work.
Before work, parents danial and nadira went to bukit batok to have our breakfast.
Then head to Far East Plaza, i was looking around looking for necklace or bag which is suitable for me.
But all was either not my taste or i don't like.
Mum needed haircut badly so went up the the usual hairdresser that i used to go and mum had her hair treated, Nadira had her fringe cut which is very stylelo milo to me and yes, so did i.
I also had my hair trimed.
look not much different.Like the hairdresser said,"With long hair you don't expect much hairstyles."
& yeah i agreed with him.

The weekend is over.
Damm...
Having science test on tuesday if i'm not wrong.
HELP LA HELP !
I don't want to go school so BORING.

yesterday night, THAT GUY really shock me.
HE made wardah so scared.
HE made me panic like i never before.

Why is everything coming towards us?
I want to live in a world, just me & you.
I want to leave everyone i hate.
Leave them and make them regret.
No, maybe i might be the one regretting.

1 or 2 ? 3 or 4 ?

2007-03-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

BOOP !
I just hear the sound of of my window.
ahaha.

Looking at my piture few months ago and now, i think i need a hair cut badly.
yes! Espically my fringe cut i short short short like no one cares.
haha.

Yes! i didn't went tuition just now.
But instead followed my parents to settle things with their friends and went bugis.
Bought the jeans i wanted survey on stuff i wanted.
Bought hand full of earrings and i want to shopping with my darlings badly.
Should we go Far East?
Should we go City Link?
Should we go somewhere that we have never been before?
(:
You choose He decide.
Okay? yes? no?

Don't know wether i should count myself luck or not to see that girl who came into the pictiure of a freaking couple.
Well, she is pretty in front of my computer but the opposite when i saw her with her MINAH friends.
Oh wow, what a wonderful hair she have, with the wrong colours and all wrongly dyed.
Oh, what a wonderful face she have when i her face what a thinck layer of cream she have on her face.
Oh yeah, how wonderfully she smells, when she stands next to me make me want to puke.
Seriously the choice of perfume she uses doesn't suits her at all.
Oh yeah, she also have wonderfully friends y'know?
A friend who look at others and stare at them until her eyes are tired.
Another friends who keeps on snatching things away from what i see.
Oh how rude can humans be.
just like me and you.
I think she know i'm my darling's friend that why she is doing that to me.
Well my sweetheart, i don't lose anything as well as my darling.
Tell your BF too on what i've told you, oh please don't forget alrights?
Tell him stop being so shameless and return everythings which DOESN'T belong to him at all.
It just bring shame to him and not FAME.

Think about everything again, i've just wasted 7 mintues of my life typing the last paragraph above this line.
I can do better things then talking bout that *slut.
Right? right my dear?
hahaha

you told me you'll make up today on another day.
i hope that day would come.

Bye!

* didn't want to call her that but darling's mum gave her that name and i think that name suits her well, VERY WELL.

TUTU is love ! !

2007-03-03T14:05:00.001+08:00

Oh there is pasar malam at yew tee Mrt station.
(:
This round they didn't sell shark fin soup.
They gt sell my all time favourite..Tu Tu
Haha okay whatever.

Do you you we will be together?
When i leave my current love, i'l run for you no matter what.

Wil you be nice to me?

2007-03-03T10:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah,I left with one ep and i have offically finish watching "Stairway To heaven"
But it seems like youtube don't upload the last ep.

Skipped school yesterday as i had high fever.
So high that i don't have energy to walk.
Skipped today's NE sesssion.
I'm stil waiting for BF's call.
Will be having tuition later on.
at 4 & i don't want to go..

Cb siblings fighting non-stop.
BORING !

I miss man.
I don't know how i can miss him, but i just miss him badly.
His not free today but i made myself free for him and friends.
CAN I SEE YOU SOON ?
12 more days till endless nights of talking.
& 15 more days til i turn fifteen.
:D

Bye(:

Korean Keper ?

2007-03-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

I'm watching the korean show ep 12 part 6 and i think its very slow of me.
Hais.
Its been raining since thursday after i came out the I.T room and its been raining then drizzle then continue.
Whatever at least its not so hot in the night.
COOOOOLING.bebeh.
Went to wiyah house and i actually forgotten her mom's birthday was yesterday.
hahaha.
Okay we had a belated birthday cake.
Very lazy to type what happen but i'm sure i love the type writer.
:D
very very coool.

I hate BF for not drawing my star nicely.
I HATE HIM I HATE HIM !
I hate him and thats why i said those things to you and i know it breaks your heart badly.
I don't even feel like going to school when tomorrow's lesson is only 3 hours.
I don't even feel like going on saturday.Freaking boring with those boring speakers !
ARGH ! i want to get sick on that day.
SICK SICK AND VERY SICK !
muahaha !

Its 14 mintues passed 12 and i'm still watching the show.
hahaha.
Well, addicted i can say.
Okay bye want to watch the show.
I took this chance to blog while waiting for the show to load.
(:

You told me you are messaging a girl who will forget you when i juat said I'M AFRAID OF LOSING YOU.
You also said you my smile would come naturaly.
You sweared that you will never forget me.
You vow, If you were to break it, you would die. I mean everything to you & you won't care how far we maybe.I'll always be your little angel cause i'm already in your heart.
You mean so much to me that i kept you in my heart instead of mind.
You always make me smile with you message but i never have the choice to see it twice.
& you always care for me more more then anyone does.
Which makes you special from everyone around me.
I <3 you.

Did you know that I never knew? No? NVM(:

2007-02-28T12:23:00.000+08:00

In school at the moment, having I.T lesson.
Like usual Mr. Poi is teaching and looks like only a handful of them are listening.
BORING ! !
His teaching on how to create a blog skin?
yeah our very own template but I'm not interested.

School computer is one of the WORST computer I've ever used.
Devaintart tk boleh masuk.You tube also cannot.
Yang bagus pasal die ade PS.
heehaws.
Look at Mr. Poi, he is talking to himself.
Look around me everyone is surfing themselves freely.
Ha ha.

School lesson are going fast.
Test are starting very soon again ? , yes AGAIN.
But think on the brighter side, if we have the test now then after the holiday we just study then the test would be much much later on in the year right ?
Okay whatever.
Boring LA!
I planned to watch the show i've been watching for the past few nights.
AND now its ruin!
Whatever LA.
Who bothers a most go home and watch.(:
I can bet here,today after school time with BF is going to be boring.
Then at the most wiyah meet up.
At least she m brings much laughter Kan Kan Kan..(:
Oh well still not sure wther she is free or not.
She also have her own things to do.
yes?no? nevermind(:

Wow 1 hour in I.t lesson past FAST.
huahaha.
After this lesson will be EL.
MR SEE TOH !!!!
haha okay bye blog at home later on.

I'm sorry if i had to lie.
I didnt have any choice.

BYE!
Stairway to heaven
much much love <3

Limited number of friends

2007-02-27T19:05:00.000+08:00

Boring lah now Regent Sec.
Shoes have to use Sport shoes OR BLACK SHOES.
Whats the different between WHITE shoes & BLACK shoes?
Lame! Then all those who uses the WRONG shoe have to be bear footed for the whole day.
MEREPEK la.

Before i say anymore RUBBISH.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BOYFRIEND ! !
I'm smiling my ass off since after the moment we step out the school.
(:
He he.

I'm so lazy to blog for some reason.
BF did my hair for me the first time two plats of ponytail and praising what he did to my hair is so nice.
Oh, now the house is so quiet.
I want to wait for bF's call.
(:Lets talk trash again.

i want to so say you love me again.
i want you to wishper those word in my ear
i dont want those wonderful feeling to fly so far fast.
let it run through my veins and last forever.
<33333

Live Life like a Bitch.

2007-02-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

Well, ain't a good day for me after all.
In class a classmate of mine claim that he was just playing a prank on me after talking my handphone.
WHATEVER
After school, company with BF SUCKS.
Things came out from ******'s mouth along with her BEST OF FRIEND is like bitch.

Slacking with BF & friends when suddenly Lynn gave me a phone call.
To me I DONT REALLY CARE WHO IS THE PERSON WHO BAD MOUTH US.
I don't care what those people told things to her.
So now we see everyone's true colour.
We see how our own friends betray own friends.
Life sucks? Well, no one's life is perfect.
Oh, Things can be talked out.
Hitting each other WON"T solve any problem.
Much thinking after a few hours.
I think, i just see what going to be next.
I shall sit and wait.It could be mine turn next.
Life is always unfair.

What a dissapointment with both parties.

See me in Macdonald tmr.

2007-02-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

School starting again.
Cross my fingers and hope the week ahead would be great.
I want to watch many many war shows.I think they are nice?
Okay to me.If not you then too BAD.
YEsh!
Tomrrow i shall have MAC for breakfast.
Best kan?
haha.
I want to eat the Pancake.
yumyum

Okay i want to iron my baju then tido.

Pearl Habor is LOVE <3

2007-02-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

Okay watched the show at the last 1 hour.
& i SWEAR JOSH HARTNEET is HOT.
He is the HERO (:
No wonder people say the show is AWESOME.

Okay this is all the picture i have.
(:
I want to hat with Bf on MSN bye

MEI MEI

2007-02-24T18:10:00.000+08:00

I just got home from the SDC.
While having the morning break, granny asking how is nadia.
My mind is at clear blank state.Nadia? What could had happen?
Called Dad at that moment, she had her relapse again.u
Currently, she is acting like nothing has happen to her.
Happily playing her maple.
Mum and Dad is too busy for work to bring her to the doctors.
I'm so scared to lose this montel sis of mine.
Mum knew the scariness as she went through 3 times.
1st nadia ALMOST lose her life.
2nd was not so serious like the first as i found out she was shivering and came to her rescuse fast.
3rd time which was this morning was not so fast.
I'm scared FREAKING scared of anyone's death, anyone in the family.
Even friends close friends or friends.
Its all part and parcel of life i can say.

I'll blog more in the night.
I've promise to blog about yesterday right?
NO? okay nvm.
(:

Magic kepe?

2007-02-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yeah! the weekend is here again.Its so fast hehe.
I like friday lessons only 4 hours of school.
3 hours of studies and 1 hour of so-called break lah.
Week B's timetable for friday is the best.
First period is CME then Maths follow by Class Contact Time after that Recess.Last period is English.
After school went our normal place.
Went back to school as i needed to use the toilet heard.
Sat with nabil's classmates with a few upper boys.
Wiyah came and we played soccer.Okay not really played cause we didn't have a goalkeeper or whats so ever.
Yan did tricks.okay MAGIC tricks.

I fell so tired suddenly.
VERY tired..
I'll shall continue tomorrow.
Got to wake up early-early and go school.
bye(:

Can he be mine?

2007-02-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

I miss him like i miss my bed when i'm away.
I miss him saying the way on how i gain weight..
Cause it actually don't make me frown but makes me feel happy for some reasons.
I love the way you message me and expressing your feeling through it,
Cause i can actually feel it from far far away.
I miss those nights when we just talk on the phone talk craps and you listening to me and i listen to you
while my sister in the background making fun of us.
I know you would never read this.
But in another words of saying all this is
"ILOVEYOU"

What a Wonderful day.

2007-02-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

Okay i was suppose to update during the I.T lesson but i was called up for dentist so here i am at home blogging.Oh, talking about dentist, finally a dentist handle me with care.Finally with a capital F.They did filling if i'm not wrong.Okay whatever the name is, i'm always scared to visit the dentist since i was in primary school.
I've missed yesterday's post let me write it here.Yesterday parents and i went to golden mile and i finally get to eat the MANGO SALAD i'm craving for a long time.The taste was not VERY nice like the old shop sells but after all i know its much better then what dad cooks the salad. :D Went to Joo Chiat road to buy the buffet set that dad need and someother stuff before heading to Parkway Parade. Sale is almost everywhere. (: Wow , great time to shop now.
Oh, Mr. Loe has choosen me and Lynn for the NE Ambassador Program whatever it is I DON"T CARE.All i know what i'll be doing is enjoying myself while i'm there.lets hope so

HAPPY 15th Birthday to LYNN
This might not bea wonderful day to youbut hope you had fun(:
Its finally her day to be sabor by eliana and sheree. Didn't went to the toilet so i didn't actually saw what happen but i'm sure the toilet is in a mess.OH, we had this tempreture taking in the morning which took up most of out PE time.I was over the moon.We didn't have to run at ALL.I'm so lazy to run 2.4km and if we fail we have to join the turf club.WTF? But Mr.Zahed said while waiting for the time to reached 9 we could take our standing broad jump.Its either we jump over the given length or we have to go for EXTRA fitness exercise which is either during recess or during PE lesson which we have to be separated from our class.WHATEVER Finished class at 2 went to Causeway Point to have our lunch there.SEOUL GARDEN la baybee.haha MAKAN MAKAN[eat eat] until the boys says their shit is at the tip of their ass.Took neoprints but didn't turn out to be THAT nice on how i've expected.Its was 6 plus and Arif & Lynn have to be back home so took the MRT and headed home.

I'm so forgetful today,VERY forgetful. I forgotten to bring $24 to pay to MR See Toh for the don't know what thing.I forgetten to bring Adam's Psp game. I forgotten to charge my digtal camera.I even forgotten to bring Lynn's Birthday present.
What a forgetful day.Good thing i didn't forget myself.

Maybe from now on i'll try to write in paragraph form.Not in sentense then ENTER, anoother sentense ENTER.
OKay i gtg now,I'm so so tired, here are the only pictures Din took.
For the neoprints pitures its now with NABIL so maybe tomorow or when the i'll upload.
:D

Group picture W/o Din.

The Tiny-winy cake with a fork to replace a knife.

Arif was suppose to feed Lynn in her mouth but instead he feed to her nose :D

Nabei & dieanna with a tissue on my head.(:

Thats for all today.
bye folks till next time.

I'm in love <3

2007-02-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

After watching this video, makes me want to watch the princess hours AGAIN !
A wonderful series of show to watch really.
It did moves me to tears even just the MV.
):
March holidays faster come !
I want to watch !
I want to cry along too.

Back For good?

2007-02-20T14:05:00.000+08:00

hello(:
Okayy i'm finally back with a proper post.
Not like the past posts, so incomplete.
As i'm tying this post out, i'm eating my breakfast at the same time.
Wonder what am i having?
I'm having pineapple tart.
Mummy moster is being so busy with her work stuff and ask me to fry nuggets,chicken seaweed & etc.
I'm lazy to fry all those foods.
Okay back to where i want to start.

How your chinese new year?
My is so poor thing.

First Day
We went to cik bibah house to collect the foods to bring to my 1st aunt house.
DAD is EVIL!
I hate him on that morning.
Reached my aunt house most of my aunt & uncles are already there.
Greeted them like usual.
"Happy New Year" "Gong Xi Fa Cai"
When recieving the ang paos,
"Zhu Ni Shen Ti Jian Kang" to my smaller cousins "Xue Ye Jing Bu"
To myself too "XUE YE YI DING YAO JING BU "
Went to have my lunch and parents chat with parents.
When they finish we went to the second house at Holland V.
My mum's mum's sister's son house.
Can't stay long there mum & dad had worked.
After that house we went stright to Dad's warehouse.
Changed car and went home.
Mum got changed and both of us went to Bukit panjang.
Open the perlamin and went back home.

Second Day
Planned to go to my grandaunt house but cancel due to some reason.
So switched on the laptop and chatted the whole day.
:D
I had fun disturbing Nabil.
"So LONG nabil"
"HI heman(:"
hehehe.
i had so many things to say but ended up sleeping.
=.="

Yesterday
In the night, Wardah came up to update her ipod.
(:
We had fun.
Crazy Us.
I almost broke into tears cause of NADIA
Today
I'll tell you what happen in the night.
Its only half a day at the moment i'm typing this.
Life is so bored.

I want to go out with HIM.
I want to be in a picture with HIM.
I want to be HIS partner.
I want to be HIS.
):
I guess i'll have to wait.

CB bogger is having probs uploading my damm pictures.
I shall use flickr then.
hais.!waste time.

CNY

2007-02-19T02:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAAR
:D
CHINSE NEW YEAR:D

Chatting with Bf on MSN now.
Pain to the ass.
OH if you are reading this BF,
i wont't change just because of you

Dinner's night

2007-02-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

I just got home from wiyah's house and confrim i'm going to be in dead soup.

Stupid me who forgotten to call them up.
shiiiit

NO more Hair cut.

2007-02-16T06:36:00.000+08:00

Read my title?
Yes! I decided to keep my hair long.
I keep on looking with ladies with long hair and not short.
I've also decided to keep my fringe long too.
Hair is growing fast and i like it.
I'm going to tell myself that i look very ugly with short haircuts.
So i don't have the urge to cut my hair.
But maybe i could get a hair trim?
NO, no , no. I don't trust the hairdresses. They would just snap there so my fringe.
I'll rather be SAVE then SORRY.
(:

I got time to blog as Bf is going to be late, so lets carry on blogging.
I knew he would be late.When i was ironing my uniform just now,i knew Bf is either going to be early or late.
So yeah, he is late.
So i'll take my own sweet time to get prepared for school.
I'm going to dry my hair like very DRY.
I'm going to tie my hair the way i think i like.

OH!
Heard about the GST increase?
From 5% to 7%.
2% increase from current one.
Starting from July this year.
I just heard from the radio.
hehe.

I got a dream a bad dream.
I dreamt that Mr.Loe removed me from the group that he have assign for me and lynn.
I did something bad i remembered.
Oh, i also remember that i went to BF class as i was being punish by him and he said something that made me broke down into tears.
The rest i can't remember.
huhuhu.

I always hope you could read my blog.
I always wanted you to read my blog.
I never really express myself truly on the phone.
Those things i wanted to say to you could never come out from my mouth.
I'm sorry for this while.
Man, what should i do to make you come back to me?
I don't expect things to move very fast.
If you want this outcome to happen let me know.
At least i'm prepared.
I'll keep holding on cause i know we'll make it through, make it through.
I am asking for only one thing, which is you

2007-02-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since it rain.
Okay it drizzle yesterday.I mean like thunder.
I was playing online game just now in the afternoon and i was shocked by the thunder.
I knew it was raining outside but didn't expect it to have thunder.

Sheng Shiong is so packed with humans.
Everyone is buying food to keep stock for the next following days or buying ingredients for renuion dinner.
So does my family.

Went to the SDC and i had very very bad mens cramp!
ASS to the HOLE.
Mdm Juliana asked me to rest at the table.
Out of so many guild, this guild came to me and ask what happen, told her,
She gave me a cup of warm water and asked me wether i wanted to rest at the sick bay? but i declined.
Wardah saw me sitting at the table and asked why i told her i had cramps and she went to her friend and gt me a panadol.
Thanks to her i got back to normal.Followed my class to theatre room and watch a movie called flight pilot?
The screen of the theatre is HUGE.
I saw the red riddno(?) i wanted to sit on it but well there was too little time.
I didn't get to play the games they had organise but i got those gifts that they give to each player after each game.
Thanks to Khairul for his Notebook, Thanks to Mr See Toh for the file, Thanks to BF for the bookmark.
& thanks to Bf for helping me to play thye game to get the red helmet.
XP

Chinese new year is in few days time.
Usually at this point of time I could feel the joy but sadly this year,
I don't know why.
Just like last year Hari Raya Puasa.
Whatever i still get money.
(:

Its 0033 and i'm still not aslp.
I want to have energy to sing later on in the hall.
"he xing nian
zhu xing nai
xing nai lai
nai nai nai "
huhuhu..

NITEs:D

I miss you so bad.
I think i've falled for you boy.
Are you avoiding me?
I want to know the reason why you tell me all those last night,
but it seems i don't have the chance.
I'll will never leave you just like that.
I want to have the chance to say
ILOVEYOU.

I know I'll love you

2007-02-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

Before i post anything,
HAPPY VALENTINE TO EVERYONE
I had a great day today with BF.
Valentine day you can say.
I love all the present i received.
<3
So hope it goes the same to the people i gave the present too.
(:

Watch soccer after school,
Jurongville VS regent.
Like the last few matches they lost and this match is the worst macth i ever see in Regent.
WORST !
Keeper punch a player from jurong,both got red card on the spot.
REFEREE KAYU ! REFEREE KAYU ! REFEREE BIAS ! REFEREE BOTAK !
As the match reached the last 10 mins, the referee start showing yellow card.
=.=
KAYU !

Went home after the match as mom has called to ask me to go home so headed home.
Saw this four guy while walking home, one holds a brown case,another two carry two chair each,and the last one carry a majong table.
First thing came came to my mind was, if they are bored they just sit, lay the table and play.
in the Mrt? okay lame i know.

OK,
I want to sleep.
Tomorrow the school will be going to Discovery centre.
Total defence day?
Whatever.

I'm Stucked.

2007-02-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

Well, hello there
its been days since i've blog.
I just got flu and sore throat.
After school head to yew tee and bought the chinese brewed tea.
Went to Mac and ate a while and at the same time looking at the USS boys playing card games.
I know the boy who sat beside me cheated cause all his card is all the good good cards at the beginning of the game.

When home stright as i had a very bad stomachac.
BF wanted me to say but,sorry i really can't hold on anymore.
(:

Currently I just got home from lot one,
tomorrow's valetine's day.
I've bought for my darlings their things.
Well, not really done at all.
I still don't know what to get for eliana.
Horrible friend i am.
I know.
I'm done with BF, Lynn & weahh.
I know i should not have done LAST MINTUE SHOPPING.
hais.
Diana, diana.

There will be a soccer match tomrrow against journgville.
I'm going to stay back and watch with whoever want to watch.

Love is pure,
Love is good,
Love is what we need.
A world without love
Is a vacant hole in our life.

Love is pure,
Love is good,
Love is what I need.
My life without love
Is a vacant hole in my heart.

Love is pure,
Love is good,
Love is what I have not.
My life has no love
There is a vacancy in my heart.

Over my head

2007-02-11T18:28:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO DIE ! !
CAN I QUIT SCHOOL ?
I dont feel like schooling.
Cause of all the studies & tests.!

MALAS AKU !

Its a good fine day

2007-02-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah!
Tomorrow's saturday which means i can slepp way after normal time without being disturb by BF.
I'M SOO LIKING IT :D

Stayed backed after school to wait for BF to take his D&T's test.
Sat in the canteen & along came Mr. See Toh.
Then Euis joined us while waiting for her girl guide to start.
Chat, Chat and more Chat Euis have to get change so she went off
& along came BF.
Thought of waiting for wardah's Result to be release but i'm so tired & had to get home early so BF&i sat outside/
Daddy message me asking me wether i want to join him and mummy for late lunch and i agreed.
We went to clementi and had chicken rice then we went to queensway to buy my sport shoe.
If you did really take a good look at my old one, is horrible the sole is fading.
So yeah(:
Mum bought me this nikefree.
I also bought the fbt shorts i wanted.
Bought a new bag too,
I longed wanted it since i saw qaiyyim using that bag which was early last year?
I can't find the purple fbt shorts& gold fbt shorts.
anyone knows?

Okay i got to clean the mess in my room as well as on my table.
I'll be having a stupid test with tests my memories.

bye

O level Results Is Out Tomorrow !

2007-02-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

Oh i just remembered,

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE TAKING THEIR O LVL RESULTS.

All The BEST !
:D

You made my Day (:

2007-02-08T18:44:00.000+08:00

I am so back dated,
I so slow with all the current IN song.
When i visited someone's blog and i listen to that song,
then i went online to download and find out when is actually the song release,
its like weeks way long ago.
=.="

When i'm walking to school the past few days.
I actually saw things that i never see before.
Main reason is because BF never walks to school with me and i walk a different way to prevent from missing him.
I actually saw a fews chinese girls playing with the swing at the park near our school,
while i am trying to rush to get to school beacuse i don't want to run 10 times round the field,
So i thought maybe i'm still early which they play the swing.
So the today i tried going out 5 mintues later, but stil i still see them playimng with the swing.
and tomorrow, i shall go out 5 mins later then today.

Yeah its finally friday is here.
But, monday there wil be common test
Scinese somemore.
hais..
Okay
i'll blog later after..
the seven o'clock show.
:D

BF IS A PEST !

2007-02-08T07:01:00.000+08:00

BF i know you will be reading my blog once every week.
GODD !
STOP BEING A PEST AND DISTURB MY FRIENDS !
WHAT HAS THEY TO DO IN OUR RELATIONSHIP !
DUMB ASS *toot*

DON'T LET ME HATE YOU TO THE MAX CAUSE THE WAY YOU ARE BEHAVING NOW
IS ASKING ME TO DO SO !

BELO!

2007-02-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Cross my fingers cause i hope BF will not come to school tomorrow.
& hope his ppd will be low soon.
I know I'm bad. but SO?
He he,
So make a wish and wish that your bf/gf is way way different from me.
okies

School is okay.
Poor Lynn she lost her 50 bucks again.
hais.
And poor MR. SEE TOH have to spent his period doing bag searching.
& Chinese teacher didn't came.
Yeah! She came in for lesson for only 1 day and she is admitted to hospital.
Heard from other teacher she went for operation?
How are we going to sit for our Chinese SA1 ?
OMG !!!

Stayed back after school to watched the soccer boys played against insert-the-school-name.
They finally won !
3-0
:D
Bf came to school to submit his MC.
& watch the soccer match too.

Okay i'll stop here.
I want to bathe
then hopefully my dinner will be back home.
:D

Tomrrow,
PE=EEEEEEWWWWWWWWW !!!!!

3 Cheers :D

2007-02-07T06:40:00.000+08:00

Morning Morning (:
I getting ready to go school and i think its to early to leave for school so i decided to blog.
Yea! Bf not coming to school.
Its a good thing you know?
I so called have a bigger space to breathe?
Nvm you won't understand.
Let hope school is going to be enjoyable.

My laptop is having trouble signing into MSN.
& i feel kind of funny using my destop's MSN beacause there is no CAM !
Thanks to my gooooood cousin.
Right ?
& my limewrie is like siao-siao.
its either i can't find the song that i want or the song need more sources.
OR ! half way downloading most of the songs, it auto program quit.
>.<

Okay i think its time to continue to go school.

SEE YA!

Hello(:

2007-02-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

Last post was 5 days way back.
Well, I'm so lazy to blog.
Get what i mean?
(:
BF sprained his ankle yesterday during soccer.
poor thing
I think it's so bad that his mom bought him to the hospital this morning.
Get well soon alright (:

Family & I went over to the causeway.
We went shopping at the Jusco & had lunch at a Japanese Restaurant.
97% of the restaurant is halal.
but the sad thing is even it is after office hours,
the shop is not full house.
Take it if its in Singapore.
I'm sure that its going to be pack with students after schooling hours,
and when it reached around dinner time, sure its going to be packed with families.
:D
Talking about food,
have you all heard about the EVERTOP CHICKEN RICE ?
Its previously at the tanglin, then it has moved to clementi.
Oh, its much nearer for us now.(:

Its going to be valentine's day soon.
I'm should go and buy for my peeps before it run out of stocks.
:D

Byeee
i'll blog soon
verysoon

Its finally Over For Her.

2007-02-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

Yeah
Friday is fianlly gna be here.
(:
I can't wait commom to be over.

I DONT EVEN HAVE THE MOOD TO BLOG A SINGLE THING.
I WANT TO SLEEP.
(:

maybe the dentist will be clling me to visit them
hpoe the dentist is gentle
(:

2007-01-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

Watch two soccer match today.
One in school and other one is at home.
=.=
Singapore won and yeah Good huh?
(:
Thanks to the guy's head who hit the ball.
:D

Tomorrow,
Chinese test & POA test.
There will be PE too
):
I bet we will be playing fresbee.

I'm so tired now.!
I cant wait for weekends to get back all the sleep i've lost.
):
I can't wait to lose my WEIGHT !
damm.!
tomrrow got H&W taking !

AHHHHHHH !!!!!!!

I'm giving up

2007-01-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

Fegie - Big Girls Don't Cry

I hate the current chinese teacher, and he will be relif-ing us until mid febuary?
DIE !
Common test for chinese prepare to FAIL !
So does the class test.
And the Mr yap is better then Mr Steven.
Whatever School,
I JUST CAN'T BE BOTEHRED.
Well,
tomorrow there will be test.
Maths test.
& i'm so lazy to Study.
WHAT IS TOMORROW'S TIMETABLE?
ARGH !!

oh anyone wants the GRANDSTAND TICKETS For tomorrow's match?
Well, i'm not giving for free but i know someone selling it.
Anything just MSN me?
or Call me / Message.
okies.

Oh west zone for soccer tomrrow in school.
I'm not going to stay back and watch them play.
I shall go and visit my BFF.
The lady who WILL always be there when i need help.
The most wonderful lady in life and i regretted doing that to her.
Up till now i still feel guilty.

GUYS WHO MAKE ME WAIT,
YOU ARE A JERK !
BIG FAT FAT F A T JERK !
SO NOT GENTLEMEN !
& after thinking so much
I feel like crying.
I want to cry my hearts out.
I hate what i am right now.
I hate the way my life is leading right now.
I hate everything is around me now.
I hate everything !
Should i just give up or carry on ?
Should we remind as friends or what ?
Like he said i'm not even fit to be his.

if man can keep his word why can't lady
Right ?

GOOD luck to my BIO test later on.

2007-01-30T06:40:00.000+08:00

ASSHOLE !
I didn't even study half of what is goning to tested later on.
I study on two parts of the cell and my eyes is closing.
So i went stright to bed cause i know,
no matter how much i study .
I'm not going to absorb anything.
So why waste time?
HAIYA!

okay bye i wanna go school liaos
BYE bye

2007-01-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

I just got home from JB.
Messaging wiyah makes me wanna visit her tomorrow.
BUT !
Due to my busy timetable,
it seems like i have really no time.
):
School ends at 2,
After school i got a date with GFs.
then got to study for the upcoming class tests.
)':
SO many TEST !
I can't take it.
Tomorrow there will be a bio test.
and i haven't read through a single thing at all.
Sure Sure going to have a hard time answering the questions.
haiz.
WHY TIME TIME PASS TO FAST ?
ESP DURING THIS PERIOD OF TIME ?
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE SOOO RUSHING. !
SO MANY THINGS BUT I GOT SOOO LITTLE TIME
I JUST WANT TO STOP THE TIME AND GO TO SLEEP.
S E R I O U S

Talking bout sleep.
makes me soo Sleepy.
):
I SHOULD NOT BE THINKING OF SLEEPING BUT !
I'm going to make sure to study at least half of the BIO.
Then i can go to my la l a l a ala la land

I miss you so much,
So much so much so much
that i feel i'm soooo bad to you.
would SORRY helps to forget everything?
I'll cross my fingers and hope so.

NITE LOVE ONES
muacks!
(:

Endless Summer

2007-01-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

VITAMIN C - FRIENDS FORVER

Yeah i'm Back home early huh?
(:
Skipped mother Tongue and i guess tomorrow i'm ganna serve detention.
=.=
I'm going to JB later on.
for whatever reason it maybe.
huhu.

Oh ya,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAFIKA (: I LOVE YOU MANY MANY !!
MAY YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE AHEAD :D

POA is really SICKENING.
Debit-Credit
Assets & the list goes on...
B O R I N G B O R I N G B O R I N G ! !
-------

LIFE for me is getting more and more meaningful.
Big THANKS to eveyone,
Everyone who has entered my life and leave my life too.
Friends who show me true friendship and everything <3
ESP to BF without him, i guess until now i might not know the meaning of LOVE.

2007-01-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

YEAH,
BEFORE I SLEEP,

NO MORE TAG BOARD IM MY BLOG ALREADY.
:D
IT DO US DO YOU KNOW.
AND I'M STILL THINK HOW TO PUT THE COUNTER IN THIS DAMM TEMPLATE.
=.=
SO ANY TAG U WANNA SAY OR WHATEVER,
GO TO COMMENTS.
(:

Fugees - Killing me Softly

2007-01-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

The Vines- Get Free

I change my template to a simple one cause i think it suits how i am right now.
Oh, I want to burn all the fats But at the rate on how i'm eating.
Instead i will be GAINING more weight.
HELP!
Lets hope going to the gym would help.
PLEASE!

Otw to work,he massaged.
HE reads my blog,
I AM TOTALLY SHOCK !
So since you READ my blog.
No matter what i'm SORRY
Sorry for judging you.
Sorry for the misunderstanding too.

And yeah,
THE WEEKEND IS FINALLY OVER.
O V E R ):
I didn't manage to talk on the phone with him at all.
BUt yeah,
i will talk later.

TO NABIL,
IF YOU SAY I DONT LOVE YOU,
I WOULD ASK FOR BREAK LONG LONG time ago.
=.=
You want to die?
All i can don't die,
But if you insist what can i do?
You have already made you mind up what,
No matter what people say,
you won't listen.
So, I WON"T WASTE MY BREATH ON SUCH THINGS.
=.=

~~Tomorrow~~ Later school starts at 8.30am.
Cool huh?
To me not cool at all.
Still have to wake up early.
Okay i want to talk on the phone liaos.

BB